Breaking it to Me Gently

-for decades I wanted to look exactly like a model in a Hot Stuff muscle supplement add I saw in a Fitness magazine in 1995. He called the feature page he wrote 'Doing it Right'. And his name was Christian 'Paredes'

-looking a lot like pop star Peter Andre but with dark brown hair and looking very 'Messiah' like

-I have been thinking recently DC Comics' Jenette Kahn set up the add as part of her method to try to maybe alter my sex, surge massively my muscles and get me pregnant with a  child I had to raise 100% properly

-like PAREDES as in PARENTS. And I when I had the magazine drew a line down the centre of a photocopy of it. Down the centre of his body and one side looked different than the other. More Messiah and nicer etc compared to the other side seeming looser etc

-I had a dream two nights ago. I was in an Intermediate Hall. And students were being called out

-one by one several female students I remembered were called out ton go and sit in the centre of the hall floor

-one Paul Longley said 'Christina Heard slut'. She was a student in my year and class about 1983. Like me wanting a new look to be like Christian's appearance. One day she came to High School with a new haircut  and no more glasses. Another girl student commented on 'the new Christina'

-CHRISTINA HEARD I now see sounds like CHRISTIAN 'PAREDES'

-like a warning in my dreams maybe if I did get a chance to alter my body. Just go with sticking to my body. And fixing the faults and trying to give me an amount of muscle

-one by one several sort of slut students came out. Like saying to me in a dream do I really want a wife that sleeps around and has another man's children. Paul Longley made a comment on the group being sluts. I saw once or twice in High School a group of a few friends looking like ugly sluts

-and one of the students that came out was my High School friend Kerry Lockheart. Tall, glasses, with almost shoulder length ginger hair. He had a slightly strange personality 

-he had a sex change. He was wearing a top like suspenders, with material at the base and most of the top bare chested

-he had a sex change . He was now a woman. But really a male with a vagina but no breasts

-I had been caught up by stars' work maybe meant to encourage me . And the idea it could be fun and make my future easier and safer

-to if somehow I got a method of altering my body. Make me male , with large muscles and breasts and a vagina

-I thought it might look cool to people. Instead maybe like on Lockheart it might looked warped

-again Paul Longley called out 'Kerry Lockheart slut'

-I think like my Beast bedspread has been giving me hints lately to avoid the idea of me having a partial sex change

Flying Saucer Taxis

-to the Smallville homes I create around space. In the Fraser Courts like part recreations of my street block

-across the road where the home is now of a man I had flatting with me here in my home

-in place of the home of John BAXIDINE

-are flying saucers

-a one per these Courts

-shaped like a flying saucer

-mostly white inside and out

-can track and return to where they have been

-the flying saucers themselves can teleport in to outer space

-when you are on other worlds, in space etc you can still breathe etc

-inside the round shaped saucer 

-in the middle of the floor is a computer console

-with a screen to let you watch ( and translated ) media of worlds near you

-let you see what is in public areas on planets etc outside

-and you can teleport down there and back. And bring things and people you are touching

-and you can manually steer the ship. Otherwise the ship automatically goes where you want it to

-and almost always avoids collisions etc

-there are 4 cubicles in the saucer. Two on each facing walls

-not much bigger than a wardrobe each. With a hand pull to sliding door each

-on the left side

-1-bunks. Two beds and a shelf at the opposite end of the pillows

-2-a bathroom

-on the right side

-1-a storage room

-2-a kitchen

-TAXIS sounds like BAXIDINE

Safety Guard

 -a maybe protection around my home maybe to the edges of it's PROPERTY

-I have a PANTHER bed cover that I tried to make the Beast from Hell

-I tried a couple of years ago to cause it so any 

- POLICE  REPORTERS or PYSCHWORKERS all sound the same

-that came in my home that I didn't want would go to maximum pain forever when they died

-like the bed spread on a trip to my mother's in New Zealand's capital Wellington about 1978

-when as we were entering we passed through a tunnel in a mountain that  may not have been real

-my mother bought me some comics

-one was a black and white horror reprint

-there was a panel of a naked man lying in bed with the sheet ( like my bed spread ) partly over him

-the Police were bursting through the door saying Get up

-she misunderstood me when I said about a comic That's not the  one I wanted

-like at the end of 2020 I was slightly paranoid

-I wanted to stay away from such people. Especially Psych workers

-I had been for months thinking the Support Staff of different places and related clients might be having me on

-that might be the set up of it

-and how for 4 months late last year I could not eat anything. And the only effect was on my weight

-I had all the curtains of my home pulled. And it all locked. The Police were banging on the windows

-they had to let themselves in

-I was trying to keep the bed cover pulled over me. Hoping it would start to repel them

-the Police were really nice about it and it went really well the few days in the Ward

-the man in the comic panel looked like a student a couple of years ahead of me at High School named Brendan KILLMISTER

-looking like TERMINATOR Arnold Schwarzenegger 

-he passed my friends as they were playing Handball and flicked the tennis ball off his black leather jacket

-I made a joke and a friend said You can't grow a penis. You are copying Paul Longley

-the dupe bully character of the like Archie Comics about me like he will go there too

-Killmister and the man in the comic panel looked like Batman actor Val KILMER

-I once saw on TV on the news show Hard Copy. Actor Andrew Shue ( like me wanting to SHOO these people )

-his wife Elizabeth Shue has left him for actor Val Kilmer

-Elizabeth is really Andrew's sister

-Kilmer played Batman in Batman FOREVER

-I once tried to turn the bed spread also in to a Dark Knight costume that would do that to you if you touched it. And I was meant to be sent on a good mission in the past each time I PASSED THROUGH parallel doors and a long magazine rack in my room

-another way I might be kept safe in my home. Without me getting food.

-in the last four months of 2020 I was feeling paranoid of people like Support People etc. I pulled all my curtains. That might stop people getting in. I might need to keep all my curtains pulled to stop others getting in. And for four months I could not eat anything and the only effect was weight loss. I might be unable to eat again. So I must fend for myself on what my home has in it which would be easy. Pulled CURTAINS all around my house like maybe my Panther / Beast? BED COVER keeps them out. But it didn't work when Police came around at the end of that year

Kingdom

-I one afternoon fell asleep and had a dream

-I was in a type of movie Theatre

-the character real was Indiana Jones

-like from the film Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull

-his teenage biker came in. Wearing his hair flicked back up high

-then sat down another almost identical new son. But several years younger

-when he sat down the crowds and girls went crazy

-not feeling overjoyed my front of my pants leapt up in front of me like I was excited by it

-I explained I wasn't to a woman by me. And I was angry with God or Jesus who I thought might have caused it

-that is who my real father is 

-INDIANA ( INDY ) Jones

-like my mother said my father said his name was IAN and he was from Hastings

-HASTINGS like he hates snakes

-as in HATE STINGS

-the real films I think he was in

-Raiders of the Lost Ark, Temple of Doom and Last Crusade. Set around WW2. And a later one by decades Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull set in the 1950s

-but they include Biblical objects  so maybe he  had random  adventures

-I was in the local Psych Ward around the start of 2010

-I was feeling lower than before. One afternoon sorts of 'voices / pressures' told me if I didn't stay lying down for the rest of the afternoon and all evening my life would be always bad

-I did get up and soon after swallowed a drawing  pin

-like nails in Jesus in the Crucifixion 

-I was lying in bed that night. Wondering how I would cope

-I stared at small cracks in the window

-suddenly I pictured two flashes at once

-a male in  an original super hero costume

-SKULL- I later realized the costume was a rearrangement of genius super-heroes Brainiac 5's and the first costume of Mister Fantastic

-CRYSTAL - and at the same time I pictured the super hero power to create objects out of crystal

-and I was thinking the paranormal people still had use for me so it turned my life right around straight away

-I am the second son I saw in the dream

-and the first original son gets the response the replacement act does. But the crowds go crazy with me and what I have done

-or it could be I got it wrong. Indiana Jones is not my father. I am seeing myself. TAURANGA for INDIANA. And we both have had a lot of adventures

-CRYSTAL as in my mother CHRISTINE and  BRAINIAC as in my father INDIANA

-about 1979 living in Lebanon Street Tauranga . I once saw lying on the footpath at the end of the street a bird with several small worms in his mouth

-Indiana Jones saying I Hate Snakes - like meaning the corrupt companies

-the bird with the small snakes in it's mouth like I ate the bark with the maggots. Like saying I don't have the pregnancy in me

-the snakes in it's mouth- with all businesses closed people will need to eat bark and paper etc to survive

-a dead bird in strange circumstances 

-like late last year over night an injured bird was trying to get through my bedroom glass sliding door

-maybe meaning people wanting to come in and live with me in my home where it is now. Because it is the only place with food, power etc

-around 1978 I was living in Lebanon Street

-LEBANON Street as in INDIANA and LIBERATION

-I saw at the end of the street a dead bird with worms in it's mouth

-the worms in the bird's mouth like my father saying the corrupt companies will go down the drain

-and there is no baby in me from eating a stick with once white maggots at each end

-IAN of HASTINGS I AM the ANTI-CHRIST

-INDIANA JONES like ANTI JESUS

-the films were not available to buy but I ordered a book with adaptations of the first 3 Indiana Jones books

-the book was by Campbell Black

-like a name I considered for the new Universe 'Campbelltown'

-taken from a trip to Australia about 1980 where I had relatives living in Campbelltown. And as we approached their home the first time I made the mistake of thinking there blocks of the same looking homes

-like I create blocks of my home

-Akator was the land the skull was from not the name of the skull

-the film's end had the villainess of the film try to get all the KNOWLEDGE from a type of race of aliens

-like I think the magic providing fruit by my front door might be from the Tree of Knowledge in the Garden of Eden. Knowledge also meaning power. Like the costume I pictured looked the the costumes of genius super-heroes Mister Fantastic and Brainiac 5. And just before I saw the flashes I swallowed the drawing pin like Adam swallowing the fruit

-at the end of the film a flying saucer rises up away. About 1978 my grandparents and I were twice in Mount Maunganui by Tauranga. Once I saw a large Trailer home size flying saucer on a vacant section. The next time I was at a family's home we only saw that time. And there was a Richie Rich comic with a few hundred pages that was never made

-like the city  of treasures the aliens had once

-the film is partly based on me

-the bones at the end of James Cook Street. Captain Cook's ship was the ENDEAVOUR / INDIANA  like it will be the END of ENTERPRISES

-my father INDIANA like I get my versions of the Rock of ETERNITY powers that gives Billy Batson his Captain Marvel powers

-I think if I am the Anti-Christ my mother would be the Whore of Babylon. Probably comic super-heroine Fire-Brand / Danette Reilly. They are both characters set in WW2 style times

-the worms in the bird's mouth. Like a lot of men's penises in my mother Fire-Brand / the Whore of Babylon. LEBANON Street as in BABYLON. The cover of All-Star Squadron 5 I bought in Auckland introducing her as the new Fire-Brand over her brother. Had the Statue of LIBERTY on the cover

-my address when young JAMES COOK Street. JAMES as in JONES. COOK as in FIRE-BRAND

-IAN of HASTINGS like saying I am free of LASTING RELATIONSHIPS

Overture

 -at the very start of my Days of our Lives series

-at about December 1984

-just as I was slipping in to often pathetic incidents

-I was watching a New Zealand music video show

-the song by Stevie Wonder came on

-I just called to say I love you

-like now I see connects to Jenette Kahn of DC Conics getting the main Phone companies to say they will close 'if I don't love Lois'

-that might be the series saying at the start the end parts of the series

-resulting in no businesses or services left om Earth without the Phone and Internet companies

-I daydreamed when I saw the song

-Jenette Kahn dancing around covers on signs and saying For the last 50 years we have been going and it doesn't stop yet

-like her plans will fall through and things will close

-her 1980s haircut shaped like an old Phone receiver 

-Stevie WONDER

-like plans to torch me like what happened to WONDER Girl will fail

-the artist might have based the song on these things

-but it could still be the Days series saying things will work out for me

The Wicked Witches of Earth

 -in about 1978 twice in that year me and my grandparents were in Mount Maunganui by Tauranga

-each time I 'saw' something paranormal

-the first time a large RV home sized flying saucer on a vacant section

-the second tine at a family's home I only saw that time. There was a Richie Rich comic with a few hundred pages that was never published

-the two real Wicked Witches of Earth

-DC Comics / Jenette Kahn and Jesus Christ

-Kahn's manipulations may cause a mass of company close downs if I get out of people's grasps

-including Phone and Internet companies. Taking about every business and then service out

-this is the FLYING SAUCER. Like the round shape of the DC logo. Like Kahn's old  'C D' shaped haircut. The DC logo has stars in it. And the flying saucer represent the STARS that were part of it

-the other to me chief person to blame

-Jesus Christ. Letting people do what they will to me and never does or will do anything to them. And then takes these people to Heaven. Ruining a marriage chance with actor Tom Holland and him putting me in a marriage with a woman like Lois Lane. Maybe setting me up to look stupid and always winding me up

-to me by now he comes off border line on an idiot. A partly stupid appearance like God's. An angry  raging personality in the start of the New Testament

-RICHIE / RICH - like he and God look the same

-and like we were at Mount Maunganui both times

-the dream I had in 1991 of the landscape nothing but small white wrecked spaceships

-like a lot of powerless ruined stores and homes

-I once had a dream of across the landscape a lot of wrecked small white SPACEHIPS saying it is DC's fault their logo with STARS in it

Sent Down the Drain

-I think there are a lot of corrupt companies ganged against me

-to keep me in a bad marriage

-to stop me doing many things

-letting some do whatever they want to me

-it was maybe 12 years ago. Twice in a year someone  got in my bedroom and left things

- ( my flat mate would leave the back door open )

-the first time in a drawer I kept strange objects I would find

-a black button with reflecting grooves on it like  )))  (((

-I had it made in to a ring

-because of like voices one night I dropped the ring down the drain by where the plant or ground is that provides my magic

-a few seconds later I saw a row of about 7 electric blue one inch dashes like lightning bolts

-like   /////

-the other time I got up in the morning. And found two different looking one inch silver rods on my bed cover

-I try to say me dropping the ring down that drain by the magic plant

-along with the dashes I saw after

-sends these corrupt etc companies down the drain

-the dashes I saw are like evidence too

-the   (((   )))

-looks like the drain

-looks like the old hair cut of Jenette Kahn a main person behind this

-and 'D' and 'C' for her company DC Comics

-and companies grouped with those, or who follow later

-and looks like the Cross for the Church also I think involved - they close too

-the electric blue dashes say this worked

OA Marriage

-trying to be married to a power ring

-using a strange band like ring I found in the top of my bedroom wardrobe about 1981. It soon after disappeared 

-it had the 12 star signs around it

-like DC Comics' space super-heroes corps use rings with powers. Both like STAR rings

-in Green Lantern comics the Green Lanterns were run by the Guardians of the Universe

-from their planet at the centre of the Universe called

-'OA'

-like the small Mount Maunganui mountain near me called

-MAUAO

-so it sounds like OA

-I use the ring when I touched it to give me all of the power of the Green Lantern corps

-for use to put up the block of miracles I have been working on since November 19th 2020

-and in doing so I marry the OA ring

-like   M-A-U-A-O

-Matthew-Ager-Marry-OA

-I marry all of the rings

-and as part of this I say I can never really marry or have any real partner

-and marrying the ring gives me the power to do the 

-MAUAO      MIRACLES

-I try to take their power

-MAUAO

-I will to marry me to all the Green Lantern rings using the Astrology ring

Better Governments made Simple

-my set of laws I call 'High School Musical Suggestions for Governments'

-I came up with them myself

-but they might have been planned for me to work them out

-I have a paranormal moment to say they do what I want 

-on worlds I have tried to start them

-really boast Prosperity 

-in about 1986 I stupidly went to about the highest building down town locally

-the 'Trust Bank' building. To jump off

-inside the stairwell. The stairs didn't match the levels of the floors. A glass door leading to a floor would be there cut in about half by the staircase

-my goal with these. To make things at least like the lives of the main two families of High School Musical films. Large homes ( but not necessary mansions ) with things to them like their own basketball courts. And High Schools like that one. With a flash cafeteria etc

-I once saw a clip from the soap opera Dallas

-character   PAM  EWING

-was on top of a tall building walking towards the edge

-PAM EWING as in  PROSPERITY

-or her brother's name Cliff BARNES. Like PAM BARNES / PROSPERITY

-the clue in that these rules might lead to worlds of families having money and homes like in Dallas is the staircase that was paranormally cut through the door ways of each floor

-she was up HIGH on the building like I tried to get up HIGH. Like some force telling me the HIGH School Musical rules really work

-they also include ( like it was a bank I was on )

-I say to every person possible one time in their lives something like $5 million is just 'created' there. With absolute wage and price freezes and no one can touch your money but you

-the doors up HIGHER than the stairs

-when you follow these ideas it makes ECONOMIES / BANKS go up / HIGHER  DOORS

-I tried to get HIGH on the building. Like my Post title HIGH School Musical Suggestions for Governments 

-it was a BANK's building like saying putting millions in each person's account 'skyrockets' the economy

-and following the Government ideas on this Post the first daily timetable. With free time instead of the time allotted for Christian study if you want

-High School Musical Suggestions for GovernmentsHigh School Musical Suggestions for Governments

Bad Tidings

-really bad demons I live with

-stars putting it in their work in mass I am pregnant. And looking like I would have to raise the baby totally wrecking my life with maybe no help. DC Comics' Jenette Kahn with basically the power to do anything to me. And still years in to the future and all she needs to so is threaten with some company etc she has roped in to get out of it. She can get away currently with ANYTHING. Despite all I do with miracles. Because she has the power over the Church and Bibles and Phone and Internet companies. And without those it would mean no service or business could stay open. My massive stomach size and my now receding hair. Jesus maybe making my life difficult. More physical problems added etc as tine goes on . Now too tired to make a block really on my bike. Having to lay down my bike and clamber off it when I've been out on it. Threats of what the Anti-Christ and especially what those with miracle powers like the Second Beast could come up with for me. They will want the marriage to 'Lois' to stay to ensure their miracles. Lois as a wife a woman likely to vex me. In the end probably bringing her lover in to our home as much as she wants and socializing with  him in our family. Threats from Oz, DC Comics and a local man like Superman I will be torched. And I would become terrible and a 'creature of the night'. Stars putting it  mass most of the 80s music. I might get torched. I will be stuck with Lois. A wedding if it happened to all the world. My sons and family there with their good wives hating me. My high unpopularity I will have with my family but probably meant to talk where I can. Me messing up things with my mother Christine at Christmas time. My ugly looking body. Two good looking twin sons. At least one-like Bart Simpson-when we have met giving me signs he had sex with the local Lois. The gym instructor I had sex with maybe and her lover the Spotify Internet shot. Fear of dogs now like it was a dog that the based character Donna Troy might have disfigured . Threat of where the money is if my Support Staff leave. Me CONSTANTLY having to never run away from doing anything. Meaning I can almost never do dishes and other things effecting me and my flat mate. The Mexican guide in life I would have had but I messed up going to a Psychic. And it looks like he went to the man like Jughead. It looks like God and Jesus would take the worse people in my life to Heaven because they are good Christians and live good lives. The real threats of an Ultimate record deal messed up and going to another man. The problems that would cause me if it came out. The government after my home, him being treated like a golden boy , me maybe played as the bad guy and a fool, where my money would come from, the media approaching me where ever they want, me being really stuck in to by Jenette Kahn then. Especially if he was a New Zealand man Jenette Kahn and maybe Jesus wrecking an ultimate record deal, setting up company bans on me, saying how I must live my life maybe with nothing I like left to do, her coming around and doing what she likes to me all my life and her barring me from 300 much better songs I wrote hoping I could record them. The devastating to my life threats of a Winery and Archie channel put in the media. The series would make me look like scum and an idiot. If something happened to Lois another woman shunted in. If I have more children with my past they might be like everyone else and not really wanting anything to do to me. And if they saw the channels when they were born they would hate me. If I did became a star. Like still if I proved my story I would be a King with more problems. Having to go out on a live international news TV programs when the music came out. Me having to go to parties etc. Scared but expected to go out in public to stores etc. To me a lot of stars have harassed me on the streets and a lot won't want to really talk to me. The recent long periods I had when my computer wasn't working and I had to listen to the radio. My one shot at a marriage. Maybe to Spider-Man actor Tom Holland messed up by DC Comics, Jenette Kahn set up by DC Comics. The pressure of knowing all of the world's companies rely on me doing what I am told. My keep returning to press myself in my now damaged bed when I never get anywhere with it. My celebrity career ruined a few times maybe by big names. And me. Me making a fool of myself and messing up my life through a lot of it. Maybe a lot of that set up by others but they still turn people on me and cause me problems. Me every week repeating attempts of attacks on Heaven, stars or trying to launch the block of miracles. The very real threats all will turn on me and I will be treated savagely

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