-what I was just given in a dream
-a real reason to be on an Invalid's Benefit
-my Osteoporosis
-weak bones
-like I saw lying in a ditch up the street from my home in the early 70s
-a full man's skeleton
-like telling me I can lie not work
-I struggle to bike anywhere now. I can't walk more than a block without difficulty
- I could barely bike a block before my new bike. But struggle when carrying a large load
-other reasons not to work or study
-at times I go periods of time unable to pass solid motion. And I get sudden urine surges over me
-and maybe 2 or 3 times a year excretion suddenly overflows in my my pants and can go down my legs. But usually later in the day
-I get easily 'zonked' in my mind. Even a negative comment or a problem can send my mind spinning so I am bumping in to things and incapable of doing some things
-from late afternoons through the night my legs stiffen up. I am puttering along to move. In small awkward steps struggling . But I found I can if I try take larger steps
-those are my main handicaps. Added to exceedingly bad problems
-I have problems getting my leg over the bike. But can manage it now
-for a year I only passed feces motions at three month intervals. Then over a week about 10 motions. During those 12 months I would have constant problem urine surges. That suddenly stopped at 12 months. I am now passing excretion occasionally. But the important thing to me is my bladder is under control
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